Frozen

You stopped fighting, you gave up the one thing that made you special...life.

Now i find myself questioning the very thing you gave up. You left for greener pastures and I am all alone. I wonder why you left and why you stayed in the place so dark that no light found your smile. I reached for you, but you fell transparent through my fingers, you stopped fighting and I couldn't fight for your last breath because you faced your demons alone.

Now i am alone.

Far from Normal

He was a boy without a father-living, breathing, searching to be something better then the past that followed him.

He was a boy without a family- torn from pictures, journals, videos- forgotten and scorched he weeped.

He was a boy without a friend- to follow his footprints in the untouched snow- always alone breathing the air of emptiness but living with the strength to be something more than the norm.

Sight

I can't find the courage to journey outside- the rays of sunshine peak through the cracks of the window casting shadows across the room- I can't open the window, I can't pull up the binds- i can't feel the wind on my face- barred perhaps, barred in my own mind- It's harder to pretend that nothing is wrong- that breathing doesn't ache and that living doesn't kill. Trapped in my mind- pounding on some invisible barrier that keeps me from reconnecting- foolish i know- but i feel so trapped and no one can hear my screams.