--John Green- The Fault of Our Stars
I am selfish, I am mean, I get in the way of things- and those are the reasons I broke you. I literally broke you---you don't work anymore--you lost your passion, your smile, your sparkle behind your eyes. My world was crumbling, changing and I changed myself to feel stable in my own skin. I never realized I took all the pieces you loved and morphed them into a monster. I became centered on my own need to survive--only when I lost you did I realize that you were my source for survival. I miss you every day and I am afraid to crawl back knowing you might not take me back. I broke you and in the process I broke myself. I fell in love with you and I let the petty things of growing up corrupt my heart. In some ways I just woke up from a nightmare and I find that yes, I still love you.
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