It's frustrating as Hell that after all the trials, mistakes, and uphill battles that they still see the selfish, stubborn, horrible person I used to be. I have been trying to change the person you hated and despised. Sadly, I realize I have met too many people that fragment the shadow of the person you were, the person you are. I had way to many people break me they way you did, the way you twisted my words or turned my words against me or the way you used words to make me feel small. I don't like feeling small when my world is way too big.
I was wrong to seek you out, I realized all too soon that you haven't changed and because of the people I met after you....I want to move forward not backward.
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